Patient Love

My patient love....
I waited on you. I refused to settle for less than you, my patient love...
Ive encountered imitators, but none could compare.
In the recent past I thought I found you... but now that you've found me I see that I was so wrong..
You've awakended something in me. I praise God daily for you...
You, my patient love...
I've finally found you. Forever we begin ....
Je'adore ;-)

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How Grateful

How grateful she must be...How honored she must have felt to be choosen as the vessel God chose to bring the greatest man into the world. How humbling, how nervous Mary must have felt. Just a humble young virgin waiting to get married. Its amazing how God moves. He will use whomever he chooses to get his work completed.
How loving Mary must have been to her son knowing he was the son of God. He was the embodiment of love, grace, patience, and joy! Everyday Mary saw her son, she knew she was looking at the Savior of all mankind. What a great experience. Even when it was sad & confusing....it was all a part of His master plan. A part of the Mater's Plan.
There's a great lesson for us all to learn in the story of Jesus, Mary & God. It's applicable to our everyday lives. Mary had to trust & submit herself and her plan to God's. He blessed her with a son but he was really God's son. She had to put her desires aside for God's plan. She had to say ...God, I don't know what you are doing but I will trust you. Thank you for giving me this wonderful task of carrying this child into the world. I will raise him as my own knowing that he is yours and he is on a mission. I will put aside my plans for my son & be obedient to you. I will call him Jesus as you've told me to. I will put aside my professional plans for him & I will allow you to shape him into the Savior. I do not like how they mistreat my son but I know you are covering him. I want to tell him to stop spreading your word because it is creating great danger for his life. But I trust you God...have your way.

I know Mary felt all of this, just as we feel pain, confusion, frustration and helpless in our daily lives. But we each were given an assignment by God. We each have a promise God has given us. We must trust Him no matter what. We each have a pregnancy period, a delivery period and a parenting period of our gifts. Like Mary carried Jesus in her belly, you carry your God given gift in yours. Trust Him to help you throughout completing your purpose.

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Christmas?!

I was driving to church yesterday thinking about Christmas. Most American's favorite holiday. I was thinking about how disrespectful it is to refer to it as Xmas. Like could you imagine someone referring to your bday as xday? Especially referring to the bday of Jesus. The man who died for you.
When I got to church, our pastor preached about how we have left Jesus out of Christmas. It's so sad, so disrespectful. I don't think people really get it and that's my motivation for this post.
Christmas is not about giving or recieving gifts. Cooking huge meals or even being with your family. That is all lovely, but if you are not spending the day celebrating Jesus.. there is no point. So let's just remember that this whole holiday is about Jesus, not you or your children. Actually the best gift you can give to your kids, is the knowledge of Christ :-) spend some time having them celebrate Him!
My aunt used to have her kids make a birthday cake for Jesus. That was awesome & really got the point across. I'm def going to do that when I have children.
Hope you all enjoy your holiday season! Love you :-)

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My Beauty...

My beauty is not because of my curvy shape. My beauty is not due to my slanted eyes. My beauty does not stem from my soft lips or perfectly rounded hips. My beauty is not the essence of my stylish clothes or my wide nose. My beauty doesn't flourish when men stare with lust or desire.
But, my beauty is the embodiement of my creator. My beauty is the Almighty's LOVE manifested into human form. And whether you know it or not, you are beautiful too! Your long hair or round bottom does not suggest your beauty. Your caramel or chocolate skin doesn't make it either.
You will only find your beauty when you seek your creator. Your beauty is seen when you look to Him. When you find Him, you will find yourself;-)

Hello Beautiful!

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Uñas!!!

The many shades of finger beauty!

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I Support Kim K.

We all mess up, we all have desires that we want with all our hearts. I blame Kim for entering into a marriage she did not believe in. I blame her for dragging this thing out. However I understand as a 31 year old woman she wants a family of her own. She had a great guy who loves her, a family who's pushing her to marriage and a career that promotes her doing extravagant things. None of this excuses her but this all factors in. I commend her for ending it now as a oppose to a year later. That would of made it way worse. You have to believe in your marriage to want it to last. The foundation of a marriage that is not God, will crumble. If it was a mistake from the beginning, consueling nor anything will change that. Kim came out taking FULL responsibility for her actions. If your life was being broadcasted to the world, what would people say about you??....I think Kim is brave and I wish her and Kris the best ;-)

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Crazy Peace

Watching the news this morning really shocked and saddened me. I watch the news daily but today was different. The craziness that I watched and read about was deeply disturbing. And I refuse to become immune to it. Every time we here of evil we should be effected by it.
I know that evil will continue in this world but it doesn't have to prevail. After I could no longer watch the news I decided to take a moment and allow God to reassure me that I along with all of his children are covered & protected from the evils of this world. I will continue to have peace & joy no matter what. And I will encourage & support others to do the same.
With knowledge comes accountability. This is my way of fighting back against evil. I will speak up & out daily about the greatness that awaits this world. The greatness of God :-)

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Georgeous fashionistas!!

Just a few of my fav looks. Simple yet chic. No need to spend your last dime....you can get these looks for almost nothing! Trust me I do it daily ;-) **need help? Let me know I'd love to style you up**

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Back to Basics

I believe its time we go back to the basics. It's always a good thing to remember the simple things that always worked for us.
In this case, male and female interaction. It is vital that we hold onto the importance of respecting each other. Especially with our youth. Young men need to understand the value of a woman, starting with respecting their mothers and sisters. No foul language around females, no sagging pants, holding doors open and being protective. With woman we must allow men to be the dominant force. We must never demascialate a man or try to devalue their role. We must be a support & cheerleader for our men.
All in all we must love and respect one other. We must teach our youth the basics...by example.
Building a solid foundation for positive male and female interaction can only strengthen us!

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Khloe & Lamar

One of my fav couples ever! They have been in love since day one. Many people couldn't understand how you could meet someone and marry them weeks later but love is like that. Once you meet the person you were created for, you know...instantly!
Such a dynamic relationship these two have. You couldn't fake love like that. Their energy penetrates through the tv screen or magazine article, their love is beautiful!! I just love how Lamar looks at Klo, he adores her!
Happy 2 year anniversary guys! And I know God will bless you with many, many more ;-)

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The prize.

Im not a gift, I'm a prize.
You work to earn me. I'm not something wrapped all lovely that is hand delivered to you out of the kindness of God's heart.
You must put in work. You will need to sacrifice, compromise, experience growing pains and difficulties to have me for a lifetime. And this is all before you ever meet me. See God will make sure you are fit for a woman like me. He will not present me to you until you are ready. So when you walk up to me looking and sounding silly. I know you are not him. You are not the man who was molded into a King in preparation for his Queen. You must come correct, or don't come at all.
See my King is busy praying, studying, saving and maturing. He knows his purpose and he is attentive to detail. He is aware of me as I am aware of him. And as we wait until that reunion we sit & surrender to the potter and allow him to mold us and shape us into his design :-)

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Balling on a budget!!

There are many ways to look fab for close to nothing. It's all about having an eye for a bargain. Never compromise quality, ever! There is always a place to find a great deal & great quality trust me :-)

*** every item shown is under $8!!***

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Where You Are

No matter where you are or what you are going through, there is a place for you. There is a place where you are made complete. A place where only great things exist. A place of freedom from the pressures of life, a place of enlightenment and healing. A place within yourself where you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. A place where those who were lost in this world find their way.
This place is called the presence of God. No, this is not a church or a edifice of any kind. This is where your heart and mind are completely attentive to nothing but God. This is where you can hear God and he can hear you. Talk about a high....you literally are in a trans. There is No greater feeling. It's a place that you never wanna leave from. You may sit down afterwards and have no words that come to mind to explain it.
How do you get there? Some people pray their way there, or sing songs of worship and praise to get there. How ever you enter into the place where only God is relevant....just go there. Push yourself to completely focus on him and keep pushing until you no longer are thinking about it and all you can do is be still & experience the moment. It can be in your car, at home, at work, wherever. Just take time to say God, I need you. Thank him for being better and more important than anything you know. Thank him for his love he exudes to you daily. Acknowledge that you are nothing without him.
See God is a spirit, and spirits go to where they are welcomed and invited. Invite God to wherever you are. Ask him to be with you everywhere you go. Ask him to show you daily where to go, what to say and what to do. Let God know that you want to experience him in a great way.
It's amazing & I hope that you take advantage of what awaits you ;-)

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New favs!

Just a few pieces I adore, a few different looks ;-)
I've become obsessed with wedges & I love the detailed earrings, very Native American chic!
P.s. I need a photographer for full body shots! Lol

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New favs!

Just a few pieces I adore, a few different looks ;-)
I've become obsessed with wedges & I love the detailed earrings, very Native American chic!
P.s. I need a photographer for full body shots! Lol

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The power of knowledge

Do you know who you are? Again I ask, do you know who you are? I scream! " Do you KNOW WHO YOU ARE??"
I met a woman named Elizabeth two days ago. She asked me what my name was, I already knew hers so I laughed & said "Elizabeth". She laughed & kept about her business & then turned around quickly and asked me if I knew what my name meant. I told her "Yeah, Oath of God". She said " That's right, His covenant". See, everytime someone calls my name they are saying God's promise, God's commitment to his children. They are validating that every promise God has ever made, is true. This brings joy inside of me just thinking about it.
By me knowing my name, my label, my identity, I know what I'm destined to be, what I'm meant to become and achieve. It brings light and understanding, clarity!
I know what God has promised me will come to pass because its who I am! My very name that is stamped on me until I die proves it. And even if your name is not something super powerful or enlightening. What you allow people to call you or speak over you is important.
Do you demand respect, do you allow those around you to call you negative things or to belittle you? Or do you say," I am a child of he most high!" "My father has the power to bring forth life, destroy and create, give & take away.. from anyone or anything". Or do you carry yourself is a way that says " I deserve every good thing, I deserve love & peace and I ooze it out for all who come in my path to partake in". Having power within you and not knowing that its there is uselessness. Its like having a billion dollars in your account but never checking your balance to know its been deposited. Its just there ... waiting on you. So you live your life struggling, living pay check to pay check. When this fortune is available to you, simply waiting for you to access it....
So, I ask again WHO ARE YOU& WHOSE ARE YOU?

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Christian

Being a Christian is being a follower of Christ. What separates a Christian from a normal person is hope, joy, peace & love! We are spirits on a human journey. We are not any better than the next person, we just seek to be like Christ. A Christian is not exempt from hurt, pain or ugliness. We simply desire to leave those things in our past. I say all these things because Christians are misunderstood and many people miss the purpose if being a Christian. I've been in church all my life, literally since birth. I decided at 8 years old that I wanted to dedicate my life to living for God. And I understood what that meant, as a child. But I am a American young woman and I desire to have fun, shop, talk about guys lol and all that. The difference is I do not put anything or anyone above God. It's a life long struggle & I have made numerous mistakes. But I get back up & try again...I always get back up. I know that NOTHING can make God give up on me, or stop him from loving me. So, I never give up on him. It's a blessing to say that my father, my best friend, my provider, my doctor, my joy, my motivation are all encompassed into God.
Many days you think about what he does for you & you know that you did nothing to deserve him. That's why I dedicated my life to him. That's why I praise him daily.
On social media sites, you may see people talk about Jesus & you think...hmm they arnt really a Christian but I'm here to tell you that being a Christian does not mean perfection. It means they make mistakes & pray to God to keep you from continuing in them. Christians always aspire to be more than who they are now. We've committed to a life long growth process that is not easy. And we have accepted Gods love and his blessings. We have experienced him first hand in a way that nothing or no one can ever deny. We've seen people who were completely beat down, get up & do great things after accepting God & his son Jesus into their lives forever.
My purpose in saying all this is to bring understanding. You do not need to be perfect to become a Christian, you simply have to invite God to become your sole purpose for living. You have to give over your way, for his way. You have to choose love over anything else. You have to decide that you want to live forever with him. It's a beautiful experience that I hope everyone partakes in! Love you all :-)

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Mighty force

Together we are a mighty force. The possibilities are endless...
Alone we can gain the world, but together we can conquer, rule, empower and change. I never knew a more influential and inspiring soul. Your words bring light, truth & encourage action. I found a soul that connects so freely to my own & its been worth the wait. I truly see that our possibilities are endless. It's a burden to carry, knowing all of our potential, so for now I take the greatness step by step...

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All the things HE has done...

Just finished reading about the art of distruction in forgetfulness. The book said "forgetting is no small thing". Many of us overlook the seriousness of forgetting something. Forgetfulness can keep you from vital information, emotional health & appreciation. As a tool for me to fight forgetfulness, I will be purposeful in remembering. I am starting by writing down the things God has done for me daily. This will jog my memory & focus me on seeing just how loving and merciful God is. So when something sad or annoying happens, I can reflect and remember all the good he has done! Feel free to join me!!

Love you much :-)

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Let it grieve!

Much to much do we hinder ourselves from properly grieving. Much to much do we fight back and choke on our tears. We think its not okay to be sad, to mourn, to fully feel our hurt. Well, guess what? Grieving is the best thing you can do for your emotional health. Now keep in mind there is a time limit, there is a time for sadness and a time for happiness. Life is all about balance.
I find myself crying at movies, love songs, friends stories and sometimes nothing at all. What I am realizing is my grief is looking for any chance to release itself. Not allowing yourself to experience emotions and ride it out fully prohibits you from truly moving on. Just this past fathers day, I realized I never truly mourned my father's death...8 years ago! I mean geez I went to school the very next day. Yeah, I am a super strong young woman who has overcome the world. But truly being successful in life means I've handled old business and moved on to higher heights.
As I looked back over the years I saw the residue of hurt and sadness manifest itself. I've always been a realist and I've just taken lives woes and gotten pass them. But as I grow, I see the need in feeling emotions and experiencing them fully, only then can I truly move on.
With all that said, I hope you too can see the need and internal desire your heart has to feel and not be constricted or rushed, or even ignored. Forget what society says, forget the pressure you may feel to be a man or woman of steel and allow yourself to be free and truly whole !!
:-)Love you!!

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Some of my favs!!

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Here are some of my pieces that I love! I believe in beautifying your temple ;-)

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Truth

Just read this, connected with it deeply...must read! How People Treat You Defines Them, How You Respond Defines You
http://thedailylove.com/how-people-treat-you-defines-them-how-you-respond-defines-you/

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Pieces of Me

Listening to lil Wayne's song "how to love" really made me think of young women now a days. It's crazy that even a man who tends to disrespect women on a regular basis can see their pain. So many of us are walking around damaged and abused. Much of it unfortunately is self afflicted. As young women especially of this generation we give a man our all and we get nothing in return. It is apparent, a women's vag is directly connected to her heart...good luck getting one without the other...
So many women walking around with pieces missing, looking for someone to repair whats broken. Then only after pain and continuous misfortune do they find that no man can fix them. Only God can repair whats been done. Thats why some women cheat, divorce and are overall unhappy..they are broken, because someone took a piece of them, time after time again. If this pertains to you....no one can ever fully complete you. You must submit to God and identify the issue and work hard at fixing it, there is hope and its your freedom to have. Those pieces of you can be restored and made whole. Just try Him :-)

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Es sobre me

Knowing that everything has a time frame is key to decision making. There is a season for beginnings & a season for endings. A season for self and a season for others. Understanding that no one knows you better than you also plays a key roll. Always follow your intuitions, hunches & at times, feelings. Many people struggle with trying to please everyone around them. Trying to be loving, kind and selfless. But at some point it is important to put others to the side and focus on yourself. This can be a very difficult process & there will be times when you feel wrong for saying no, or choosing to put your own desires first. But what I'm learning in my own life is that always trying to do what's right for someone else may be completely wrong for you. Learning to be you & follow your heart at all times will never fail if God is at your center :-)

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lost to the world

The cares if this world literally can kill you. Stress, relationships, bills,jobs....all of that. But you have to know that those are all like elective classes. They just matter for credit. The major classes are what you really need to focus on. Knowing Jesus and making him known, living God and others. That is where the bulk of our focus has to be. Conquering the world will gain us nothing if our souls burn forever. So please don't get caught up in being lost to this world. You have a greater purpose! Love you :-)

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Who saves the hero?

Who saves the girl after she saves the world? Lovely song by Beyonce. This song really touches me because there are so many people that lean on me, but very very few that I can lean on. As a friend, future therapist and a Christian there are so areas in which I find people who need a little encouragement. But personally its a little discouraging when you find no one to do the same. This is a common problem for many people. I've learned to encourage myself and to lean on God completely. Yet and still as a human its nice to have someone physically there when you need them. That is something I would never take for granted.... Who saves the hero?.....Me.

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Dying to love

We all have the innate desire to love, and be loved. Some suppress it, some confuse it and some embrace it. The hard part is once you realize your deepest desire is to love, you have to choose what and/or who to love. This decision makes and breaks our lives. For this reason, so many people chose to give up on love. But the crazy thing is, this desire will never go away. So my advice is embrace love and choose wisely who and what you love. Your heart is more delicate than anything. Handle with care! Besos ;-)

All I Need is One Gift

At church today Bishop Lester Love was the guest preacher. He delivered such an amazing word, I had to tell you guys about it. There is a story in Matthew 25 that talks about a leader giving talents to a group of people. One man hid his in the dirt & did nothing with it. While others who were given multiple talents, multiplied what was given. This story symbolizes our God given gifts. God has instilled in us many talents, some have 10, some have one. But all you need is one. The one gift you have if used properly will multiply and will bless many people & yourself. Many of us suffer from laziness and fear, both are dream killers...when all is said and done and God ask you, "what have you done with what I've given you?" What will you say?!.....just something to think about. All you need is one gift! Multiply, multiply, multiply!

Your life has more value than you may ever fully understand. God could have chosen anyone to live it and he chose you. Be excited, understand that it is up to us to prove that we are worthy of it. We prove that by action. Don't waste your time, don't waste your talent, your gift to the world. God loves you enough to let you know that this life is precious and this world needs you and your purpose. You are too great to sit back idly...so sit up, and stand up. Act on purpose!
Love you ;-)

Hurt me not

Hey luves!
I've been surrounded by so many people having friend issues, relationship issues and just overall people issues. It is so common for good people to be hurt by others. I believe it is necessary to remain true to yourself and love others as much as you can while not hurting yourself in the process. Being assertive is key.
Some people get hurt by another and swear to never love again. But that's cowardly, loving again proves that you have the power to move forward and in essence, you are victorious.
One thing that people guarantee is pleasure and pain. People will hurt you. Just how much you let that hurt effect you is up to you. In the season of love, choose love. Choose to love harder than you did before, choose to be a better friend, choose to share that joy God put in you, with others. Let's just use wisdom and be mindful of who we give ourselves to emotionally and spiritually.
*Love is in the air*

Economic Sense

Hello luves!
So its more than clear that Atl is snowed in. Which means nothing is functioning like normal. While its nice to have a few days off to relax and what not, there are many who are missing out on money and other essential tasks. I for one think Atl legislatures should consider purchasing more salt trucks. The only reason GA is shut down is because of a lack of resources, the major one being a lack of salt for the roads. Now looking at other states who deal with snow on a regular basis tend to be prepared. While snow storms always cause inconvenience, what we have going on in Atl is minuscule.
However, if GA intends on purchasing salt trucks we need money to do so. Which means taxes would have to go up. I'm sure that is music to no one's ear! Lol, but its needed. Many people move here because its cheaper, compared to NY homeowners taxes alone are about 10x cheaper. Those taxes make a huge difference though, resources, amenities and facilities are created and funded through those taxes.
Just my thoughts, I'm all for paying for quality goods and services...something has gotta change.

New kinda love

Hey luves! Happy New Year :-)
Its been so long since Ive posted. I will do better this year!
So far Im loving everything about 2011. The good, the bad and the indifferent, I welcome it all! I have a new attitude towards life, I see everything for what it is and embrace it. Even the things that suck, I embrace. It all is necessary to prepare me for who Im called to be...so bring it on! lol

Seriously though, Ive been watching all the mental pollution on tv today...housewives, bball wives..and I dont get it. Why cant we as women love one another? why do we have to be so negative to each other?! Its so sad. We all have faults, someone will always be prettier, more rich or more fancy then you...so relax. I saw a tweet by a young guy the other day talking about how he hates women who look at another woman and tear her down. I sat back and thought about it...its really getting to be too much. These shows really glamorize cattiness, self hatred and envy. The funny thing is, when you talk about another person you are telling on yourself. You reek of insecurities when you tear someone down...
The moral of the story...Ladies: lets try something new....loving and supporting each other! it shows that you love and respect yourself and God.
*besos*